Where I’m Going

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There’s a quiet kind of bravery

in walking away from something that’s given you so much.

Not because it stopped mattering—

but because somehow, somewhere inside,

you know you’ve outgrown the shape you once fit so well.

Seventeen and a half years.

It’s hard to even put that into words.

It’s not just time—it’s life.

It’s early mornings and late nights,

first tries and failed attempts,

small victories that felt enormous,

and days that felt impossible—until they weren’t.

It’s people who saw more in me than I knew was there.

It’s mentors, guides, even challengers—

who helped shape the way I think,

the way I lead,

the way I show up when it matters.

This season has been full of privilege—

not the kind you inherit,

but the kind you earn

when you’re trusted to grow,

to represent something bigger than yourself,

and to rise to meet it.

It’s been an honor.

Truly.

To be part of something that gave me the tools,

the space,

and the belief that I could be more.

And now…

now the horizon is calling.

It’s that strange space between ending and beginning,

where gratitude and grief sit side by side.

Because when something good ends—

even for the right reasons—

it still leaves a mark.

There’s fear here, I won’t lie.

Fear of starting over.

Fear of losing what felt like solid ground.

Fear of not living up to what’s next.

But right behind that fear?

There’s fire.

There’s excitement.

There’s the unmistakable hum of something new taking shape.

I’ve never been one to run from change—

but this change?

It’s different.

It’s deeper.

It’s rooted in everything I’ve been,

and everything I still hope to be.

So I’m stepping forward,

not empty-handed,

but carrying every moment,

every lesson,

every bit of grace and grit

that got me to this threshold.

This isn’t goodbye to what was—

it’s a quiet thank you.

A hand over my heart,

an exhale full of reverence,

a bow to the season that shaped me.

Because where I’ve been?

It built the path beneath my feet.

And where I’m going?

Well…

It’s time.

Time to trust what’s next.

Time to leap with both fear and faith.

Time to become everything I couldn’t have dreamed of

seventeen and a half years ago.

And I’m ready.


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  1. Shannon Avatar
    Shannon

    You truly are ready! A long chapter of this life with numerous ups and downs, but 17 years of developing skills and techniques that will be a firm foundation for the next chapter. Can’t wait to see what new ideas come to you in this one.

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